Nothing Left Unsaid
Yours Truly
Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to
Words speak
Posso farle.
"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.
"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.
Carpe diem.
Obiter Dicta
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Monday, 16 December 2013 @ 12:16 am
A while, since I've posted.Currently I'm at 'home' in this house in London, due to be back at work in a day. Fun. I had a most interesting summer. Saw the end of my first serious and long-term relationship. Went on a seemingly good date with someone who ticked all the boxes, but who messed me around and broke my heart a little, after deeming me 'intense', this being the one that grabbed my hand on the date and leaned in to kiss me within an hour. Ended up kissing a friend during my low point. My bad. Thankfully that's cleared up now. Took the approach of having a permanently angry/unapproachable face to protect myself. Scared some friends. Sorry. As fate would have it, I met a stranger on the tube (as I do), who ended up changing the way I think about the 'type' of person I would date. I always said I'd never date those who smokes or takes weed. 'Well!' Is all I can say. I made exceptions, but I ultimately have not changed my ideals. This one got 'lucky' I guess. I like what I like. Despite how awful or bad people tell me another person is, once I've fallen, it's a little difficult, yet I do know that I'm very good at reminiscing over the good parts, and forgetting the negative parts, or the points where they've made me feel inadequate, or unhappy, or clingy. I detest giving anyone the right to make me feel that way. I need to reclaim my independence from him. It's begun. I am trying now, because I am tired. You are making me feel like how Tree made me feel. How dare you? Perhaps you don't know it, but as they say in the law, ignorance is not an excuse. The uni term has been intense. Lots of cardio walking to uni. Hmmm. I've settled into my room and house, as well as gotten very close to all my new housemates. I get lucky with the people I live with! I've even as gone as far as taking part in a social event (what?) and I have left the house in the evening. Proud moments of my university life. Fortunately, as my relationship has ended, I've been given more opportunity to see my old flat mates in Cornwall. It's their last year there so I'm visiting them every month or so. |