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Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to ~~work for legal aid~~ find a way of helping people in any way possible. She lives to achieve success, with no plans of execution. She maintains sanity, with her natural talent of repression; fitness, with weightlifting and circuits; and cheerfulness with singing and eating frequently. She is imperfect, and will always be honest about it.

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"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.

"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.

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Saturday, 4 June 2011 @ 7:28 pm

So many dates have a particular significance this month, huh?
Well. Friday, June the 4th 2010 during my half term, I got back together with an ex. As expected, we are now no longer together. Yes, it took me nearly a year to heal over a relationship that nearly passed the 3 months mark. Since then things have never been quite the same.
It seems like yesterday where I sat in Starbucks. I got you a coffee frappuccino (a caramel coffee one for myself which did NOT help my nerves) while I waited for you. Frenchie gave me a dazzling smile. You finally showed up, we went to watch Prince of Persia (yes, only because I have a crush on Jake Gyllenhaal) and it all went from there. Sat on a bench, discussed things and then you went off to practice. You sent me a text with just: :) xx after. It seemed like the most sweet gesture as a reminder of our day.
None of this matters anymore of course. All I have left are memories, random pangs of sadness, a bracelet and movie tickets. I've wanted to mail back these things to you so many times, and yet, it seems so childish to do so. Indeed, there is a song that reminds me of the time we were together. There is also one that reminds me of our break up.

Surely I couldn't help but see the parallels. You broke up with me. That night it rained and most certainly did it make me look so much more pitiful. Through this song, I made my resolve to carry on without you in my life. Then there was that moment when you asked me if I was going to follow you to your university. As the song says: 'it's disgusting, don't misunderstand'. You were a decent guy. Or so I thought. I don't think you'd ever understand the amount of times I had to have this song on replay. The amount of times I cried/sang to this to keep myself strong. It's ohhkae. This song empowers me.
I used to think I preferred SNSD due to all their sweet girlyness. The song 'Go Away' changed all that. I gained a lot more respect for 2NE1s music. Sure, they're not as generically pretty as the members of SNSD but heck, they've got a lot more spunk, charisma and natural beauty to make up for it.

In the car today I heard this song, then I knew-this is the song that will remind me of the scars.

There's a person who has recently...piqued my interest. After churning this blog out, revisiting old feelings and listening to these songs I'm not so sure anymore. I don't think I'm ready to trust any man (or boy) for a long time.