Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to work for legal aid find a way of helping people in any way possible. She lives to achieve success, with no plans of execution. She maintains sanity, with her natural talent of repression; fitness, with weightlifting and circuits; and cheerfulness with singing and eating frequently. She is imperfect, and will always be honest about it.
Words speak
Posso farle.
"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.
"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.
What makes it worse is that a while back, I briefed an ex about what happened between us. The reason you ended it all. His reply to me was 'I don't understand, plenty of people I know go to different universities and maintain their relationships while they're apart, why did it have to end?' I didn't expect any less of a reply from this guy-he's always been incredibly perceptive and bright. The thing is, he shouldn't be asking me this question-it was one for you to answer. Ironically enough, you were the one that told me your friends weren't able to stay in their relationships-even though they had been dating longer than us. I don't even see how you could assume our relationship was such a weak one. I believed in you-in 'us'. Well, safe to say that it taught me a good lesson in trusting my heart!
I remember so well the time you were worried about growing old and being all alone like your great uncle. When I wanted to then reassure you that I'd be more than happy to be there for you no matter the circumstances. You sounded so lonely, so vulnerable. I never told you of course. I'm sure you would've given your standard reply: 'cringeee'. Even now, although it pains me to say it, if it ever comes to a situation where you find yourself deserted and alone-I'll be there for you. More fool me.
& of course, since my life can never be a normal one, while I am battling all these emotions a guy from my old school that I barely exchanged more than 3 sentences with (despite being in the same music class for two years) is pleading asking me to meet up and have casual sex with him. Conclusion: hacked?
On another note, my unlikely crush with eyes that are small and not very tall (rhymes, ha) has a girlfriend that types Chinese fluently it seems. Can't possibly top that. She wins. My Chinese is appalling. I still relish in delight and go a bit weird when I see that photo of us-STILL.