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Yours Truly

Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to ~~work for legal aid~~ find a way of helping people in any way possible. She lives to achieve success, with no plans of execution. She maintains sanity, with her natural talent of repression; fitness, with weightlifting and circuits; and cheerfulness with singing and eating frequently. She is imperfect, and will always be honest about it.

Words speak

Posso farle.

"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.

"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.

Carpe diem.

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Sunday, 29 August 2010 @ 2:14 am

I know, I know, a lack of posts.
I've really not been feeling too great these days.

Not that results were horrific or anything.
As every girl needs a bit of 'me' time. So I bought amazing chocolate today and decided to watch the very movie that inspired me to become a lawyer (Legally Blonde) and now White Chicks which made me laugh lots. Then I get to the sleepover scene...

'What she means to say, honey... is maybe you're just making yourself just a little bit too, like, available.'

...

'Come on, you guys. Don't act like you haven't done it before. You know how it is when you really care about someone. You call them all day long... because you just wanna know how their day is going... and what they're thinking about and if they're thinking about you. You spend all day trying to find the perfect outfit. You even change your hairstyle just so he'll take a second look. But they never notice. Sometimes l just wish that they could trade places with us... so that they would know how it feels. You know?'

I stared at the screen blankly and felt exposed. I may be in a relationship, but heck it sure doesn't feel like I am sometimes.

I'm not the prettiest or nicest girl out there but as far as girls go, I'm decent and I don't treat you badly. So why be this way? As Elle said to Warner in Legally Blonde:

'I'm never gonna be good enough for you, am I?'

Days on end you make me feel worthless inside. Then just those few hours I get to see you...I feel special again. Not everyone can do that. Then sometimes I think how there are plenty of other people out there who'd treat me better-yet you're the only one that I'd choose to be with.

You go away soon. I hope you realize this and how scared I am. I can't see myself wanting to break up with you-ever, but I don't want things to just die out and we become separated informally because we're far apart.

It takes two people to make things work.
I'm willing to put in the effort.
Are you?