Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to work for legal aid find a way of helping people in any way possible. She lives to achieve success, with no plans of execution. She maintains sanity, with her natural talent of repression; fitness, with weightlifting and circuits; and cheerfulness with singing and eating frequently. She is imperfect, and will always be honest about it.
Words speak
Posso farle.
"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.
"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.
Screw being intelligent enough to take my own advice.
I'm not even intelligent.
They say bad things come in threes...I await the final discovery or situation to push me over the edge. Give it all you've got, world. I can't really sink lower when I'm already at the very bottom. Or can I? I'm good at taking myself by surprise.
When a person fails from putting no effort into something, they may try again...but put effort in the next time round. So what do you do when you put a great deal of effort into something...and reap nothing from it?
'You reap what you sow'
That's a fine lie in my case. There's no hope for people like me. I was created to disappoint...not only myself but also teachers, family and friends. I have those great expectations too. Sorry, HAD.
'Mistakes are part of life, everyone makes them, everyone regrets them. But, some learn from them and some end up making them again. It's up to you to decide if you'll use your mistakes to your advantage'
Maybe I didn't use my mistakes to my advantage enough? I don't know. What I do know is that at the end of the day, you either make the grade-or you don't.
'Disappointment is inevitable, but misery is optional'
Don't worry. I like taking all the options I get given. Misery? A definite must. I should stop lying to myself. So a person told me I'm not academic, but rather, artistic. They're wrong. I'm just a screw up who is just a bit above average at almost everything that's attempted. I don't excel at anything in particular.
'Let go when there's nothing worth to hold onto'
Sounds like a plan. Going on hiatus. I loathe and disgust myself. Blog will still be updated...maybe. FML.