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Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to ~~work for legal aid~~ find a way of helping people in any way possible. She lives to achieve success, with no plans of execution. She maintains sanity, with her natural talent of repression; fitness, with weightlifting and circuits; and cheerfulness with singing and eating frequently. She is imperfect, and will always be honest about it.

Words speak

Posso farle.

"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.

"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.

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Wednesday, 10 March 2010 @ 12:49 am

I wish I was intelligent to take my own advice sometimes.

Honestly. I can be so silly when it comes to my own issues.

With 'H' I reached closure-today, but with M...I still can't. It hurts to see him sad and he's not anywhere near to even becoming on the way to getting over her yet. If this continues...I'm afraid he will actually join her. I'd rather he was happy though. I guess.

I actually told H about M. (Due to reaching closure) and he said there's no way or chance I'll ever get to go out with M because he's out of my league (as if I didn't already know) and that he, himself, can't date any girls older than 19. We're different...how can he make a comparison?

Like Viet said to me today...'f' them all'.

'Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it. . . . It really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more'.

So here am and here I stand. With my guard down and all the barriers that I put up; wide open. You don't realise the risks I'm taking...and I don't know why I'm taking those risks. They might not pay off. Is this all worth it? I'd give...alot to not have to feel this way...alot. As dahh-ling John sings in 'Why' :

'Why do you do this to me?
Why do you do this so easily?
You make it hard to smile because
You make it hard to breathe
Why do you do this to me?'

Why? Only you can answer that. Right?