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Tuesday, 26 January 2010 @ 1:11 am
These articles can and will rot my brain. (What's left of of it anyway).
& one last one (Single & getting dragged back in) doesn't apply to me (not quite) because I'm not being 'dragged back in' but like how the author does not want to lose sushi again...I do not want to lose...my sanity? I never quite got it back...did I? Sweet article though.
'Absence diminishes small loves and increases great ones, as the wind blows up the candle and blows up the bonfire'. If that's true...then I can understand now. I'm tied down by feelings to both of you. So much that I cannot feel those butterflies anymore. All I feel is that great big empty hole in my chest where my heart belongs. Thanks.
Am I asking for too much? Or am I truly worthy of someone like the one I wish for? Maybe I should...stop thinking.
A.C & A.M...I'll let go someday...eventually. I know you both have...yet I know one of you are deliberately ignoring me and the other...well, we're talking now but everything's history. 2 MBD's? I was kidding myself all along. It's only one and it doesn't seem to be either of you. I wish your presences would stop haunting me whilst I'm trying to move on.
In the words of John Vesely: I'm staring at perfection Take a look at me so you can see How beautiful you are
Your beauty seems so far away I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are
I know that I can't make you stay But I would give my final breathe to make you understand how beautiful you are Understand how beautiful you are
You call me a stranger You say I'm a danger But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight I'm broke and abandoned You are an angel Making all my dreams come true tonight
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