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Her name is Sabrina, and she is probably one of the laziest and emotionally closed off people you will ever meet. Don't judge her for it; she's a lot smarter than you can imagine and is fiercely loyal to her true friends. A new graduate who majored in law and hoping to ~~work for legal aid~~ find a way of helping people in any way possible. She lives to achieve success, with no plans of execution. She maintains sanity, with her natural talent of repression; fitness, with weightlifting and circuits; and cheerfulness with singing and eating frequently. She is imperfect, and will always be honest about it.

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"Ambition is a wonderful thing-it can drive you, it can exhaust you, but if you look at it in a positive way it can be very productive."-Steven McRae.

"I like to think that while striving to improve, it is important to acknowledge at every stage along the way, when you have achieved something."-Steven McRae.

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Monday, 23 November 2009 @ 10:02 pm

Well, I've reactivated my old blog, the point of that I have yet to discover.

I woke up this morning to my new habit of eating breakfast, of course, it is a fact that my house will always lack the basic necessities of food (in this case-butter) because we seem to only provide the complexities of food-which potentially could be seen as ironic, but then again, it is first and foremost a takeaway. Resulting in lateness for my first class (Government&Politics) alas, fortunate enough to be marked in as on time. Today we looked at the values of Liberalism and the Liberal Democrat party. Liberalism is seen as an attractive ideology in foresight as its core aims are to provide 'Freedom, fairness and trust', however, the ideologies are rightly criticized for being overly exercising the right of liberties, after all-where do you draw the line? The Liberal Democrat party is the 3rd largest in the UK, yet they themselves (disregarding Churchill in this case) have never, and will most likely never become voted into power as their views are too extreme. Out of the 3 main parties, I see myself as more of a Conservative supporter, although only time will tell. My annoyance towards my slacking attitude of my essay due this Wednesday is also increasing as I type.

The 'Asian Women' forum turned out to be interesting. My lame jokes were somewhat appreciated and I heard views from people from rather...strong religious backgrounds (which I have nothing against) nevertheless, this cut into my lunch time and I had to go straight to my law class where I only despaired over the fact that there are so many cases to remember. Highlight of the day was going to Pizza Hut after college ended. The joys of food. Or should that be my love of food?

I'm slacking, and I'm not liking myself for it-at all. I have 3 pages of law notes to re-write, a government&politics essay and notes to rewrite from the whole 'political parties' unit. It's so easy to fall behind, yet so difficult to stay ahead. I disgust myself. Tonight, I will pray that the Lord will help me, as I do every other night. I can't do this alone, having obscenely high goals doesn't help either. It's 1:25am as I type, I must rest.

& something that was thought provoking today:
'Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else'
Simplistic, though it struck me because although I am often seen as a straightforward, down to earth and honest person, in reality, I am often trying to copy the mannerisms of those that I idolize. Whether it be celebrities, artists or friends-I take a bit from each of them and adapt them into my own personality, so at the end of the day..who am I really? I am not completely them, but nor am I completely myself either.